First attempt on translating poem

I once had a chance to know a great poet.

His deep sorrow brought him many poems.

And I just thought that I should try to translate them.

So here I started with the one he wrote recently.

'That little place the universe provides

For me to laugh and cry

Nothing could have been more pleasing

But I asked God for his being

'Such a pity 

That I turned my back on him

Embraced my sorrow

'Then I grew up with it

I cherished its beauty

And it treasured my existence

I was sinking in the unconnected connection

It cured me and reminded me that I'm true 

'... Too long to remember

Was it painful when I was born ?

Only know for mom it must have been bitter

Likely the first lesson that we should learn about the world

But everyone sees through it 

That is also such a pity

'.... As I don't have choice and I can't make one

Ever since that day everyday would always be pitiful 

As I no longer want to make him understand this lesson

Ever since that day curses will take place 

They will stay everywhere

.

In books

In fume

In songs

In that stupid glass of cool cocoa 

In nails of hands we held

In the lips

In the light

In our thoughts
.

.
Undeniable

I shall truly say'

I really hope he'd know that I like his poems very much.